Tuesday, June 20, 2006

i'm so fucking irritated.
they're so fucking irritating.

i dunno why.
but when your sad, disappointed.
i feel so elated. i find it amusing.
it's as if i've achieved something.
you turn me into a heartless bitch.
cold heartless bitch.
it's all ur fault.

you kept criticising me
scolding me.
it became part of me.
and i feel nothing now.
i can't even feel sad anymore.
no matter how hard you tried.

i don't know what to do anymore.
hit me more.
scold me more.
it feels so...nice?
i dunno.
i think i'm becoming insane.
when i'm stuck here.

i'm fucking fustrated now.